My Desertion Would Be Faster Than Heros’ Obsession

I possessed the role of ‘that person’ from “you look so much like that person who died a long time ago.”
Reverse harem romantic fantasy set in the military.
A novel about the heroes who are obsessed with the heroine after the death of their first love and former colleague.
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But there is also the privilege of being a possessor, so do I die?
It should be a romance story where I survive and get obsessed over instead of the heroine.
Personally, it’s a pity that obsessive men are not my taste.
However…
“Hey, hit your head.”
“The bastard who falls behind will be left behind!”
“Take these out! Aren’t you out of your mind?!”
There is no romance, and what awaited me was the real K-military, XX!
Before I desert, I wished the heroes would rather have been obsessed with me, but this apocalyptic world repeatedly breaks my expectations.
To make matters worse, it seems that the heroes are gradually going crazy in the devastating situation.
What is the only way to break the bondage of this absurd exploitation?
Of course, only revolution! Evil Empire!