Chapter 9: Coming to Her Senses

I suddenly became irate. He said it so nonchalantly when he’s the one who made me like this.

“You crazy, mmh- bastard… If only you drank just a little, less… Mhh… Ah, Camian, hold me.”

I wanted to beat him up, but my hands keep betraying my mind and kept stroking and pulling his body towards me.

Camian got off from the top of me and lay down on the side. He pulled my arm to his direction and hugged me tightly. But just this hug wasn’t enough to satisfy my boiling sexual desire. I kept explicitly rubbing my crotch against his and whispered to his ear.

“Wanna do it? Hm?” Camian silently kept stroked my heaving chest. His silence is the same as disapproval. I was sad and annoyed that I kept crying. “You’re the one who made me like this. Take responsibility. Haa… My body feels ticklish. Please touch me, Camian.”

“You’ll come to your senses tomorrow, just hold on a little bit before you regret it.”

“I’m the one who’s going to regret… ugh, what does that have to do with you! Ugh…”

Camian pulled the back of my head tightly towards his chest. My tears drenched his shirt. Throughout the night I repeatedly kept seducing him, then getting angry, then seducing again, over and over. Camian never budged a single inch and kept hugging me silently. Bastard. I could feel his member down the pants was completely up as well. In the end, the one who gave up was me. I ran out of energy and fell asleep as I fainted.

When I woke in the morning I screamed and tore my hair out as soon as I opened my eyes.

***

“Get on my back.”

I was so ashamed, embarrassed, and disgraced that I thought my face would explode.

The whole time during breakfast, Camian never turned his head towards me. Seeing my face like this, Debra carefully asked me “Did you two fight?”.

As I was going to shyly say no to her, Camian opened his mouth first. “I just did something wrong to her. She was angry with me last night.”

In the end, I stopped eating mid-way and slammed my forehead down the table. With my forehead completely beet red, I looked down at Camian’s back.

“I’m going to… Just walk home today.”

“Why. Since you think you may ask me to do you again?”

“…….”

Blush. My ears got hot that it felt it was going to explode. That crazy idiot had no limits, does he? Camian tapped his own back twice.

“My legs hurt. Get on already.”

“Who told you to keep kneeling like that? I said I’m going to walk.”

“You also felt me erect the whole time, right? We’re no different from each other. So stop being so embarrassed and get on my back already.”

My jaw dropped at his explicit choice of words. As I kept standing still, Camian sighed and lifted his body. He kneeled low enough to keep his gaze at my eyesight level.

“Get on my back before I force you on my back and slap your butt every time I take a step.”

“…Are you pervert?”

“Not yet.”

Camian sat again, showing his back to him. I thought that with his persistence, we’d never make progress, so I hesitantly leaned on his back. Securing me on his back, Camian stood up and made ample strides.

“Hey, yesterday… You know, right? I was a bit…you know? Hm?”

“I know. It was close to your period, and you were like that since I took too much of your blood.” As Camian said that, the stuffiness in my mind became completely clear. That’s right. What happened last night was an unavoidable thing. There’s not need for me to be embarrassed at all.

I held my lips against Camian’s shoulders and mumbled, “Please forget what happened yesterday. I’ll forget about it as well.”

Camian didn’t answer. I guess he didn’t want to talk about this anymore. I also didn’t want to keep talking about what happened, so I kept my mouth shut. Instead, I tried my best to fill my mind with the slowly passing scenery that came into my eyes as Camian kept walking.