Chapter 1120: I Miss Him (2)

Translator: DaoistLUbAbJ
Following Lin Jiayi’s words, the screen on the computer screen showed her drawing on a piece of paper with a pencil.

“After that first love left me, I lived in his shadow for an entire eleven years, unable to move on until he reappeared in my world. There were many things that I didn’t understand at the time, but after I slowly calmed down and looked back carefully, I realized that God was also fond of me

“If God hadn’t sent him to me again, perhaps today, on the day I thought he would die, I would still be sad, drunk, and painfully think of the beautiful scenes of our past over and over again.”

“Actually, after our reunion, I could no longer find the feeling I wanted in his body. I thought that for so long, I might have truly loved him at the beginning, but later on, I might only love the story of him and me, because regretful things can always be remembered.”

“The sun is very bright here today. When I was taking photos under the sun, I suddenly wanted to go back to my country. I wanted to go back to Beijing, where all kinds of smog occurs in the winter. I wanted to eat Xiaolongbao in the south city, Cantonese food in the west city, crayfish in the east city, and boiled fish in Beijing. I thought about all kinds of things, but in the end, when I thought about it seriously, I realized that I might want to meet someone

“The weather today isn’t very good. It’s been gloomy all day, and it even snowed heavily in the afternoon… But when it snows heavily, it’s always beautiful, but it’s also very cold. When I was drinking hot water, I suddenly missed the heat in Beijing. Once again, I wanted to immediately buy a return ticket back to Beijing.”

“Today, I’m going to fly to the United States. I’ve already arrived at the airport… Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. I’ve made an appointment with my friends for the holidays.”

“Look, America on Christmas Eve. Isn’t it very lively? Just Like Our Spring Festival, my friends and I decorated a Christmas tree. Isn’t it very beautiful?”? “When I posted my wish note on the Christmas Tree Tonight, the three words I wrote were the name of the person I really wanted to see. At that moment, I suddenly seemed to have confirmed something. I always thought that I was moved, but I realized that it wasn’t. I thought that it might be because of the failure of a relationship and that I was seeking the comfort of another person, but in the end, I realized that it wasn’t. I seriously looked into my own heart before looking into my own heart. I realized that perhaps the person I really wanted to see a long time ago was already very important to me. Perhaps the story of my first love and I didn’t change him alone. I was also changing. I couldn’t find the feeling that I wanted in him. Perhaps he could give me the romance that I wanted when I was young, but I’m already thirty years old. I want stability, warmth, warmth, and comfort. This is something that my first love couldn’t give me.”

“Christmas Eve has passed, and today is Christmas. On the first second of Christmas, I can’t wait to end this journey once more. I want to return to Beijing, because I miss him.”

The video ended abruptly, and a line of words appeared on the screen: [ navigation device, Merry Christmas. ].

Xia Shangzhou stared at the screen of Lin Jiayi standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the hotel for a long time before he couldn’t help but reach out with his fingers to touch her face on the screen, the corners of his lips curled up slightly. “Merry Christmas, Jiayi.”