“If you like, I will accompany you.” (2)

Lin Yuhe himself doesn’t really have any ideas, he doesn’t care much about sex and love.

But he knew that others would not see it that way, and few people would be calm when facing a whole sheet of explicit words.

What Lin Yuhe was worried about was what his Gege thought.

That feeling was like being caught by their parents peeking at a yellow book. Lin Yuhe was well-behaved and sensible since he was a child. He had never experienced such a thing with his parents. He never thought that it would happen in front of Lu Nan.

He could only comfort himself with the fact that the matter had passed and tried his best to forget this embarrassing feeling as soon as possible.

But he didn’t expect that Lu Nan was still asking about this document.

Fang Zishu said, “Director Lu’s assistant came to me and asked me if you had any reaction after reading the content of the document after receiving it. I said yes.”

Although Lin Yuhe didn’t know about it, Lu Nan had never contacted Fang Zishu directly. Before, everything was done through Fang’s father. This time, because of the special content of the document, it was difficult to contact the parents, so he asked his assistant to go.

Fang Zishu felt a little guilty, after all, it was caused by her mistake.

She was worried that Lin Yuhe would misunderstood, so Fang Zishu decided to talk to Lu Nan, even though the topic was so private that it seemed not suitable for discussion.

“The content in that document… is BDSM, which is actually divided into two categories.”

She coughed lightly and explained further.

“One category is written works, just like that document, it stays on paper, at most it is circulated, and it won’t have much impact. Most of these literary works are based on fantasy, which are different from reality, and the difference from reality is also obvious. Many readers know that it is impossible to realize.”

“The other is real sadomasochistic behavior. Some people will really do these things and take pleasure in it…and form a separate circle, which is also real,” Fang Zishu explained with difficulties.

What she was most worried about was that Lin Yuhe would be misunderstood as such.

“I explained it to Director Lu’s assistant, and they said nothing.” Fang Zishu scratched his hair, “But I’m afraid that Director Lu might misunderstand…”

People like Lu Nan don’t look like they know how to read pornographic novels, maybe they just misunderstood the latter.

She didn’t speak very directly, but Lin Yuhe understood.

Fang Zishu apologized, “Otherwise, I’ll explain it to his assistant…”

“…No need.” Lin Yuhe squeezed the space between his brows, “Let me talk to him.”

“Mr. Lu has been busy at work recently, so he may have forgotten about it.”

Fang Zishu said yes, in her heart she felt that it was unlikely that Lu Nan would forget about Lin Yuhe.

The two exchanged a few more words before hanging up the phone.

Lin Yuhe hanged the phone, and suddenly felt that he was one head too big.

His mood was not as calm as when he spoke to Fang Zishu. In fact, when Fang Zishu said that someone really did this, he already felt strongly uneasy.

After sitting quietly for a while, Lin Yuhe opened the browser and searched the circle Fang Zishu mentioned.

The pictures and videos on the external network are quite explicit, with almost no cover-up. Lin Yuhe turned them off after reading a lot.

This circle does exist, and it was bigger, deeper, and full of tricks than he imagined.

The more Lin Yuhe thought about it, the more frightened he became.

He had no inclinations in this regard, but the real situation was actually difficult to explain to people. Moreover, the document sent by Fang Zishu also involved the sensation of pain. Lin Yuhe recalled what Lu Nan said on the night of the holiday——

“Milk may also help you sleep, so what about making love?”

“To make love is to use other people’s hands to punish yourself openly, isn’t it?”

The expression and tone of the man when he said these words, Lin Yuhe still gets shivers down his spine when he thinks about it now.

But the contents of the document coincided with these words.

Lin Yuhe couldn’t sit still.

He felt that he really should explain to Lu Nan.

What made Lin Yuhe even more uneasy was the matter of going to psychological counseling.

After the second day’s consultation, Lin Yuhe walked out of Xie Mingshen’s office and went down to have tea under the guidance of his students. Before leaving, he saw Xie Mingshen talking with Lu Nan again.

This had been the case these few times. Whenever the conversation with him was over, Xie Mingshen will go to have a talk with Lu Nan.

Lin Yuhe knew not to think too much, maybe they were talking about other things.

But this feeling was really too much like the doctor and family members talking about the condition without telling the patient.

After going back that night, after careful consideration, Lin Yuhe finally stopped Lu Nan in the bedroom before going to bed.

“Gege,” he pursed his lips, “…I want to talk to you.”

Lu Nan was about to take away the finished pear soup bowl, when he heard this, he asked, “What’s wrong?”

Lin Yuhe’s body was not suitable for drinking milk, but he liked Sydney. The weather in winter is dry, and his throat and trachea were a little sensitive. Drinking some pear soup before going to bed could moisten it.

The pears were sweet, and Lin Yuhe had already rinsed his mouth after drinking, and there was still a little sweetness between his lips and teeth.

But at the moment, he had no time to think about Sydney at all.

“…It’s about the wrong file from before.”

Lin Yuhe took a shallow breath.

“That was just a pure misunderstanding.”

He had thought about it for a long time, but he still found it difficult to explain it.

“I have no related interests, I didn’t do that… and I didn’t seek solace in it.”

The sound insulation in the bedroom was very good. After Lin Yuhe finished speaking, no other movement could be heard in the room.

After a while, there was a light ding.

Lu Nan put the bowl on the side table and walked over.

He walked to the side of the bed, sat down, propped one hand on the bed, and his eyes were at the same level as Lin Yuhe’s.

“Fang Zishu is looking for you?”

The man guessed the reason as soon as he opened his mouth.

Lin Yuhe let out a “huh”.

Lu Nan said, “I did do some research, and I apologize if I disturbed you.”

Lin Yuhe was startled, then shook his head. “It’s okay, I just want to explain that I didn’t…”

“Well, I see.” Lu Nan looked at him.

“Ningning, I will investigate, not because I don’t want you to do that.”

He raised his hand and straightened his slightly messy forehead hair.

“I just want to get to know you.”

The man’s hand was so warm that one couldn’t help but want to stick it on.

“If it’s an accident, take it as an episode.”

“If it’s a hobby, I’ll accompany you.”

The three words ‘I’ll accompany you’ were said so lightly that it took Lin Yuhe two seconds to realize their true meaning.

In the field of emotion, Lin Yuhe started from scratch, maybe it was still a negative number before, but from Lu Nan, he personally felt the word ‘like’ time and time again.

It turns out that someone can think this way for another person.

Lu Nan told him.

“I’m here, at least I won’t hurt you.”

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