Almost a fierce kiss. (1)

When Lin Yuhe and Xie Mingshen were chatting in the living room, Lu Nan was also there.

He was just listening. Xie Mingshen told him before that chatting in the living room after the formal consultation was also considered part of the consultation. Just like the last time, the reason why Lin Yuhe didn’t eat candy was said while looking at the photo album in the living room.

So it’s not suitable to interrupt at this time, Lu Nan’s role here was as a companion, so that Lin Yuhe can relax a little bit.

Lu Nan was standing not far behind Lin Yuhe. When Lin Yuhe said those words, Xie Mingshen saw Lu Nan’s expression at a glance.

The man’s usual aura was already cold enough, but now his brows are even more serious and his face is livid.

Fortunately, he probably still remembered Xie Mingshen’s previous reminder, so he didn’t speak up, and didn’t make the situation more difficult.

Xie Mingshen said to Lin Yuhe, “Ningning, these are not your fault, you don’t need to take them on your shoulders, mom also hopes you can be happy.”

Lin Yuhe nodded, but he actually nodded following the words, without any intention of refuting.

“Mom has always been good to me.”

But the more he agrees, the more Xie Mingshen understands that Lin Yuhe’s thinking is completely different from his.

The better his mother was, the harder it was to part with it, and the sadder he was.

Xie Mingshen’s words just now were both consolation and temptation, and now he has finally discovered that simple consolation was of no use to Lin Yuhe, just like a knot that has been entangled for many years, it would not be untied with a light pull.

The dead knot has been entangled for so long that even the strands of twine have almost grown together.

From the perspective of others, it may be summed up by just saying ‘it’s not your fault’, but if one thought about it more, one would felt that this person was over-thinking and too hypocritical. But it was impossible for more than a billion people to have the same idea, and there would always be people who have different ideas. If one were not in the situation of Lin Yuhe, it was difficult to understand his emotions.

Some thoughts were not so easy to change. Everyone could think of persuasion and comfort, and Lin Yuhe must have thought about it thousands of times.

But he still couldn’t understand himself, couldn’t figure it out.

So even if the psychiatrist tried his best to empathize and analyze with the richest experience, it was still hard to imagine how many times Lin Yuhe has thought about it alone and repeatedly in the past so long. That’s why he believes so firmly in such a hopeless conclusion.

A child who was loved by his mother killed his beloved mother.

Xie Mingshen didn’t speak any more, they finished their tea in silence, then got up and parted.

He said to Lin Yuhe, “Go back and have a good rest.”

Lin Yuhe nodded and smiled at him, “Uncle Xie too.”

Xie Ming patted him on the shoulder deeply, and sighed silently after he turned around.

‘Take your time’ that he used to enlighten Lin Yuhe at the beginning of the diagnosis and treatment has now become true.

The knot was too difficult to untie, they can only take it slowly.

The wind outside was a bit cold, and when Lin Yuhe was about to leave, Lu Nan, who had stood silent for a long time, finally made a move.

He stepped forward and put a coat on Lin Yuhe.

Lu Nan’s expression still looked very serious, Xie Mingshen didn’t know how he would feel after hearing those words just now, these days Lu Nan’s concern for Lin Yuhe, even the few students who occasionally come to the research institute to help can see came out, and discussed it quietly in private.

But in fact, Lu Nan didn’t think too much at the moment.

He was thinking about the end of the last consultation.

On the way back from the research institute that day, Lu Nan asked Lin Yuhe, “Do you miss your mother?”

Lin Yuhe’s fingertips were cold, and he began to tremble with sadness, his eyes were clearly closed, but it seemed like tears were falling like rain.

He never answered.

At that time, Lu Nan felt that Lin Yuhe didn’t want to speak, and was afraid that if he did speak, he would cry aloud, but now Lu Nan found that this did not seem to be the case.

Is he afraid to miss his mother because he feels that he has made a mistake?

And how much guilt should a child have to dare not even say ‘I miss my mother’?

——

The two left the institute together. Lin Yuhe didn’t seem to have any stress response, much better than last time.

Although this does not mean anything good – it means that he was used to this cognition.

Fortunately, Lin Yuhe’s cold didn’t show signs of getting worse, and he seemed to relax a lot, and he was chatting with his friends about going to the game.

It’s like a student who just finished an exam, happily hanging out with his classmates.

Lu Nan only reminded him, “Go home and take care, beware of motion sickness.”

Lu Nan did not say anything else.

Lin Yuhe also obediently put away his phone.

But the message notification was still ringing, Lin Yuhe touched the phone, trying to turn off the sound, but just as he stretched out his hand, a shadow fell in front of him.

Lu Nan was expressionless, but kissed him almost fiercely.

Lin Yuhe’s wrists were also clamped, unable to move. He was completely pressed in the back seat, and his breath was taken away, as if he was about to be rubbed into another person’s flesh and blood in the next second.

It’s not like they haven’t kissed deeply before, but this kind of kiss is the first time.

It’s not like it’s for marking, it’s more like confirmation.

Confirming that the person was still in his arms.

The kiss lasted for a long time, so long that Lin Yuhe’s eyelashes were soaked, and when the man finally let him go, he even breathed weakly.

This time he won’t get motion sickness, because he got dizzy first.